beauty lies beneathe the heart.

Big Bang rocks!

2009-10-29T03:51:00.000-07:00

Thank you naomi for introducing this song. I am not sure how to spell my favourite person but he sing this most from all in this video!He is the very first person to sing!Hehe:)Enjoy
Today is my off day , yes!

Miss My Clique Alot!

2009-10-23T04:50:00.001-07:00

It is really weird but secondary life is finally over!
I remembered stepping into PL with a heart filled with confusion as to weather i would make friends and most importantly if I would fit in.I first I thought that the uniform and people was not very well.....Urm great but i found out it was everything I dreamt of to be at a place with people that impacted my life. The friends or let us say my bestfriends I made changed my life and the way I saw things. I was reading a few of my clique blogs I saw they feel the same way I felt too. I t is not fun at all to be away from school , your clique , teachers and holidays too long in fact forever. I really miss all of you girls and feel that I have to apologize at my behaviour these past few years. Thank you to all of you for the great support and encouragement.!Set for dreams and I will see you again. Oh i was thinking maybe this week we can schedule a day for that!Just send me the days you are free on my msn.Thank you clique.

Message :
Jinn called cheryl to fing out her free days
Sophia called wai yee and pig to find out her free days too.

Okay it is time for me to give you all a personal message!Here it goes!

Naomi: My bestfriend for like ever. You have stick with me through the UPs and the DOWNs. Always putting me before yourself .Thank you to that. You are like own Flesh and blood , one that I can call a Sister. You are the most wonderful person that had ever entered into my life with biggest impact. Never will I forget nor forsake you. You always be in my prayers and you will Never be FORGOTTEN!thank you for being a great bestfriend.Be the greatest dancer , you can be !Never give up.

Kasturi:Thank you for being my bestfriend , you too have stick with me through the ups and the downs. Never will I forget you too. Pursue your dreams and be the same girl i know that is always bubbly and cheeky.hehe!

Jinn: You never fail to help when I am down with you I am able to talk with without worries.Thanks alot!With you I have a sense of maturity, someone that is on the same level. And also a fighter. You are also like my chatting buddy , someone i can share my secrets with and one that understands me. I love you jinn:)

Xin: My buddy in crime for life man:)
Miss you like crap , we are always getting ourselves t into trouble together. It was no mistake making friends with you. Thank you for everything , with you i can share my emotional being because you and me have something in common in this area.hehe! Miss your jokes ,laughter and i would like to see you in your skirt.Haha!The bestfriend anyone could ask for is you. Love you too:)

Kar yun:My going home buddy:)
I would really miss us going home and meeting in the night:)I would also miss your face reaction.You have got to thank your fringe to give that awesome retard and weird look.HEHE
Thank you too for the great support!I won't say I love because you would give "that look"!
haha:)

Sophia:Big Band Buddy:)
Wilol miss your fishmonger style.KIDDING!Thank you for your great support and understanding . I will miss you too. Pursue your dreams and do not give up.May you find happiness with Marcus.Hehe! Love you:)

Cherly:The one that laughs like a pontianak!haha:)
Thanks for the jeans, that I have to say before my message to you. Thanks for everything the support and understanding. WE would sometimes bully kar yun.Hehe. Thamks for teaing my hair. I will miss seating in front of you.I will miss you too:(

Waiyee:
Thanks or being my bestfriend too.Thanks for telling what is right and wrong. I appreciate.Thanks for also bringing my wallet home:)haha , will miss your favourite phases"Mother" and "Lame lah you"!thanks for your support too.

Pig. Thanks for concern and understanding and most of all your kindness. Will miss your laughter and messing around in class.love ya too

To all my clique members thanks for the great4 years. I have alot of things to tell you but then i think I need alot of post.Hehe .Love you all and I would never ask for any other bestfriends for all I have to appreciate is you girls.I will miss you all dearly.Until we meet again I love you girls.Take care and we see each other.See you all at prom too:)

So Many Things On My Mind.

2009-09-09T22:36:00.000-07:00

This lately I have not told anyone about my situation home. It is totally getting worst every single day. I am on nobody side because is like out of the two people ,both of them , i kinda of disagree with what they are doing, so honestly I cannot do anything about it. Now I am trying my best to get them back to the way they were , but one of them is super sturbborn and the other kinda of give up long time ago. I am really stress with loads of things that is on my freaking mind. "N" levels has already started and there is like a big decision that I have to make up now with someone. What am I going to do now? Not sure.I am really super fed up with the situation at home!

On the other hand , I am not sure what you are to me anymore? I am at mist to that. Is not like before , actually it isn't already. You will be my bestfriend of course but nothin...
I am getting headache with this!OMG!

Shan , your story about "s" is like super funny . haha!

This will be the last post that i will be writing openly as i think people who I do not want to read my blog is like reading it. The next time in a weeks time i will be putting my blog as private.

Bye and peace out!

Hope you understand!

2009-08-16T05:24:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I feel no matter how nice or how clear your intetions is , it is just not worth it.Some people thing that I do not care about how they feel.They just do not know that i want them to be successful , happy and enjoy their life to the fullest.All I want to say is I want to see you happy not at the end of the day sad because you did not have the right support or somebody to make you understand the importance of studying.Have you ever thought of how hard to make you understand or the promises you have made not only to me but the others? I have never stopped believing you , so have the others. Have you ever thought about the people around , their feelings towards this situation?They care so much for you! I too.I have never given up on you ,that is why I had to resort to the silent treatment. I am sorry, if this means you will do something about it then I am proud of you.Why must you give up on yourself easily?!Please stop and think. You are really smart.I can see it with my own two eyes. I hope you understand my decision. I am doing this for your own god cuz i care for you. I love you as a buddy in crime and as a bestfriend.I care so much even the clique.Let me down but not them and most importantly yourself.If you still do not want to talk to me , it is fine but i hope you understand. Well, you can hate me but can you imagine the positon I am in, to feel like I can do much more to help you but it is not enough.I understand , you do not want to talk . I am used to getting hurt but I am not used to know that my friend is not doing her best. Stay strong and strive for your goal.

Take care
Love ,
Bridget

Part of the list

2009-08-04T04:18:00.000-07:00

This song is super nice!

Here are the lyrics:

Style of your hair
Shape of your eyes and your nose
The way you stare as if you see right through to my soul
To your left hip and the way that it's not quite as big as your right
The way you stand in the mirror before we go out at night
Not quiet type, your beautiful mind

They're all part of the list
things that I miss
things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile or the way we kiss
what I notice is this
I come up with
Something new every single time that I sit and reminisce

The way your sweet smell lingers when you leave the room
Stories you tell as we lay in bed all afternoon
I dream you now, every night, in my mind is where we meet
And when I'm awake staring at pictures of you asleep
Touching your face
Invading your space

They're part of the list
Things that I miss
things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile or the way we kiss
what I notice is this
I come up with
Something new every single time that I sit and reminisce
Ohh
Will you live in my memories forevermore I swear
and you live in my memories forevermore I swear

They are part of the list
Things that I miss
things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile or the way we kiss
what I notice is this
I come up with
Something new every single time that I sit and reminisce

Whoaaa said whoaaa I whoaaa whoaaaa whoaaaaa
Whoaaa said whoaaa I whoaaa whoaaaa whoaaaaa

This is it!

2009-07-05T03:14:00.000-07:00

Okay!
I decided it has been awhile since i bloged but what i really want to say is that we should all apperciate life to the fullest. Secondly , we should also understand how the people around us feels when something is wrong. This lately i am really thinking that I have very little time to spend with my classmates. This my last years so are theirs. Time flys bye so fast. When I see Michael Jackson songs it just tells me that eventually you may not see the people again and that now that we have the oppurnutiy to spend with them , we should apperciate. We should also speak our minds before we regret not telling the person or people somrthing that has been on our mind for a very long time. Life is too short for regrets. I do know that my friends and I will be succcessful. I know i may sound thick skin but we have to believe in our dreams no matter what people think of us. I will like to pass this message to my clique" I am sorry if i have not been spending time with you guys or girls". I just have been silly to think i can get something back into my life. I wasted all my time and effort . So i would like to say this"I think I have fully given up on the thing i have been trying to save for a very long time and would like to treasure the moments we have together now and forever". To Naomi , thank you for everything , love you to the core my bestfriend for life!

It is over , I thought to give one more chance to be open but I cannot wait anymore!

bye~

Micheal Jackson Died!

2009-06-26T03:33:00.000-07:00

Message to Micheal Jackson~R.I.P
It is really shocking to that Micheal Jackson died at 50. I always looked up to him in music!The King of Pop.My 2ND sister has not come home yet but i know the minute she enters the house she will say this"My second father has died" , she always would say this because she is like his number one fan. Honestly speaking , it saddening to know that a guy like him could die at a very young age. It is such a waste.... I learn from him the moonwalk , now to find out this , I am so sad!He tried to share to the world about peace through his songs , he deserve a good funeral. May your soul rest in peace!To his family be strong. My dad and mom are sad now about this trouble news.

My Day:

I am not feeling myself at all. I do not want to go back to school because I have not really recovered from this situation that happen. I am so fed up with things going on that all .I want is to be alone for now. Exams and school is going to end so soon. This really upsets me . I am having really bad gastric pains that sometimes i just can't eat. my mom helps me alot and Daddy too.I have finished my CPA , halfway with F&N and as for English only the gce book left, last of all maths I am having so much difficulty will ask Mr Tang for help. I will do Mt tommorrow .

Finally , Edward has a girlfriend so sad for me....
I would also like to take this opportunity to thank this people:

Naomi~FOR BEING A GREAT BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD AND FOR EVERYTHING YOU GAVE ME!
Carine~ For coming to celebrate my Birthday and the three big posters of Edward.
Nur~ For coming to celebrate my birthday and for the earrings , plus(poking my fingers into your eyes(Haha)
Pris~For coming and being so blur!
Xin ying~For coming and being a great buddy in crime
Kasturi~ For coming and being a great best friend
Kar yun~ For coming and being a great going home best friend buddy
Wai yee~ For coming and acting like a cockroach
Sophia ~ for coming and being a great best friend and surprising me !
Jin Gui~ For the lovely message and being a great best friend
Cheryl~For being a great best friend and always cracking jokes secretly with me!

Thanks to EVERYONE
Peace out:)

Knock you down!

2009-06-12T21:30:00.001-07:00

This song is super nice cuz of Ne-yo.He look great in this video.Naomi introduce this song to me and when i saw and heard the song i feel in love with it. This song also have meaning to it. It is super nice..Love sometimes knock you down and what have to do is get back on your feet. And also to be grateful for your best friends support. Happy Bestfriend's week to my clique and especially to NAOMI FRANCINE ALEX , my bestest friend!

The lyrics:
Heh aha.. not again..
Ohh.. this ain't supposed to happen to me..
[Kanye West]
Keep rockin, and keep knockin
Whether you Louie Vouitonn it up or Reebokin
You see the hate, that they"re servin on a platter
So what we gon' have - dessert or disaster?
[Keri Hilson]
I never thought I'd.. be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in.. and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
but I already won first place
I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(as hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin bout our life, a house and kids (yeah)
Every mornin I look at you and smile
cause boy you came around and you knocked me down.. knocked me down
[Chorus]
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
[Ne-Yo]
I never thought Id
Hear myself say (ooh)
Ya'll gon head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today (kick it wit my girl today)
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin high (flyin high)
'Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky (ohhh shot me out the sky)
Hey, now Im crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss independent (ohh, to the fullest), the load never too much
She helpin me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to u the pimp in me just died tonight, girl sometimes love
[Keri Hilson]
[Chorus:]
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
[ Keri Hilson Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
[Kanye West]
Tell me now can you make it past your caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'
We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick.. hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes
Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice
OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa it's me
Baby this is tragic
Cause we had it, we was magic
I was flyin, now I'm crashin
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him
[Keri Hilson]
Say u gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoaa, whoaaa
I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoaa, whoaaa
And if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)
[Chorus:]
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Won't see it coming when it happens (hey)
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah

Ps:If you Care what ppl think of us than i do not care and what be involved with you anymore . Ask all those ppl who you care what they think to help you when you are in need. I am so sorry to say this but it is for the better , anyway we are friends right!

Decisions!!!

2009-06-04T03:43:00.000-07:00

Deciding is what makes who we are!

You make me happy:)

Hello people of the same world:D

Today I was thinking about something that has been troubling me because of a decision that will be made from this situation . Have you ever wonder why we all have to make decisions? But then i realize that decisions are made in order to suit the person's lifestyle to the best that it can. But... what if the decision made is than later regretted because you really did not think to much of it and made a rash decision. This decision that I am waiting for is kidda of big to me. But many people will ask me why am I blogging about this. Well though we make decisions everyday , what about something or someone that means something to you? What if this decision will impact you for life or worst effect you in different areas of your life ?Yup , I do know it is so simple to make decisions , well all you need to say is either a Yes or a No! correct?What if later it is too late to back down from your decisions.What if later you start to realise you hurt someone terribly Cause you took them for granted or because you are scared of what will happen. Decisions are also made by many people by looking back in the past events of maybe a person , a thing the outcome of it in the past? I would not say I do not this but have we ever stopped and tell ourselves that we should give each other chances or whatever it is a second chance to prove that maybe the decision made before was not right or maybe wrong?What if the decision you made makes you happy but it does make the people who cares for you and you care about alot happy?but you know if this decision makes you happy but you have to sacrifice it to make others happy , will you do it? Someone once told me if the people that are around are not happy with the decision you made do not really care much for you but care only for themselves. But at the other hand if this person you know cares alot for you and knows you very long is not okay with the decision you made , is someone who is not ready to let you explore for they are scared you may not return back the same. But what I have learnt is that we should make our decisions now by looking back at the past and the changes that is shown in the present!Cause i feel that every now and then we have think that everything does not stays the same from the person to thing you have. I do know all we can do is look at the facts and be grateful for the people who are around us that supports the decision you make. All I can say we should make decisions through careful thinking!I now leave you this post to think carefully when you are making a decision.

Oh!Naomi you rock for the concert , I am so proud of you! My Bestfriend for life!

Peace out!

Bridget

Whatz up?!

2009-05-28T04:02:00.000-07:00

Though your nice it is still not enough for some people!

What can I do any more?

For now i am only pissed but not angry!

Hello everyone!

Okay I feel like blogging. Today was kinda of a great day because we get to watch High School Musical 3 and eat Maggi mee at the same time. Mr Tang thought we should have a class bonding together , though my clique and I are have already watched it last year but it is so damn nice. Anyway I somehow am like pissed with well you know things that are happening in school. I will not mention it here cuz this person is someone close. Is just that i have done nothing wrong and yet the way you act is just not very nice at all. But like I say if you want to act this way by giving me a cold shoulder than I mean or guess i will do it lah. Is just piss me off the way you are acting , hopefully you reconsider to just be you again. I guess i shall not waste your time nor mine.If that is what you think but no offence do not feel bad later. It is your chose. It really makes me upset! As for Jinn do take care and we will see you tomorrow. To my clique thanks again for the great support and we shall have fun tomorrow at the Science Centre! It also hurts when you pissed with someone that your friendship is strong with and also it is pissing that there are people who tends to want to bud in your friendship, or just well irratate you by telling things that may hurt you. I have nothing to say anymore cuz i do not want to hurt anyone. Going to talk to Shan now.

Peace out,

Bridget:)

4e1 Rocks

2009-05-26T04:01:00.001-07:00

Hey it has been like centuries since i like , urm blog. This lately busy at the same time super tired.Today there was I -challenge. It was Badminton , i partner Wai Yee.She was a great partner , anyway i was a little pissed when we had to play against Xin Ying and Cheryl same class ah..Anyway we played quite well.In the end me and Wai yee won but when we play with Ethel we lost.Anyway i hope vee you are okay, you played well okay so relax.Today me and Naomi were like complaining about this particular person who keeps pissing us off and it is funny it is a person who can we are quite close but not close enough.What was even Xin Ying also thought this person was also irritating too. Haha! Last saturday half of my clique and Carine's went out.It was super fun. I got to see peter form Fighting Spider .Cool right i know.That is all i have to say but this lately a little upset of an incident in school lah i think that person will i hope that it is not actually nice feeling.Anyway got to go i want to facebook.Hehe.Oh Xin thanks for understanding alot. Dear clique for understanding the situation i am in.Thanks you all are great!

Bye:)

1 day till exams are over!

2009-05-13T03:32:00.000-07:00

Going crazy is thing to do right now!

1 more day till all exams are so called finally over!
Just run like the wind and do not look back at all..

Today is the last day of written paper , I think i will not do well this term.I am so disappointed for science paper 2 and f&n today.I mean what are they thinking by making the paper like..urm no offence shit..... I can say this are the two most difficult paper i have ever sat for.Do you know how disappointed the whole class?Everyone was like so pissed.I bet once Mr P steps into the class everyone will explode at him!This few week a little boring cuz like school finishes early but is nice having your clique around.Dear Naomi and Jin Gui please take good care of yourselves so that we can have full energy to play and mess around.Hehe!Today enjoy my day with the clique but jinn you was not there because you needed to see the doctor.....like what vee say there is only like two more weeks till school is official over but everyone forgot there is extra lessons in June for the first two weeks. Yes!My clique and I are planning to watch movie.I am super happy about the great news i received from my dad!My bro Ashely is coming back home to us tomorrow.Poor little boy in the hospital for already8 days.. But i am happy to have you back.We are going to catch up on the time missed together by playing.Hehe!I love you bro:)Awww, to emotional now.Anyway toady there is Red Thread, Adrian pang and Eunice Olsen.Yeah!Must watch so interesting....Today in the morning smiling like an idiot in the classroom..Wonder why?Hehe i know..For me to know and for you to find out.My motto!Wai Yee is so naughty keep taking unglam photos , really I looked super retard but not as bad as Kar Yun..so got to go!Oh!Whatever it is that you feel like giving up Naomi , don't because i know you can do it.You are my best friend , you can do anything your heart desires..:)

Take care and peace out ppl!

Love, Bridget:)

Poems that mean something about me!

2009-05-07T03:11:00.000-07:00

Hello,
This are some poem that i am feeling right now but i just can't type it out in my own words so read the poem to understand:)There are alot of things that are happening right now that i do not want to talk about .I feel so pissed , a little unhappy , sometimes happy and sad about something since i came in to pl in sec 1. I can never feel the peace i am looking for but what makes my strive to be positive are the support and encouragement form my clique:)Thanks!EXAMS ARE REALLY STRESSING THAT I REALLY FEEL TIRED AND SICK PHYSICALLY.I do not want to disappoint my dad with my results, though i do not talk much to anyone a home , you still mean a lot to me dad.I wish you knew that . Anyway for mom thanks for taking good care for me when i sick, though we tend to fight in the past , you are still the best mom i can never get anywhere.Thank you:)

Maybe
Submitted by: *DEZZI*
Author: Dorinda Daivs

Living life so hopelessly.
Trying to block it out as I walk along.
Nothing really gets to me.
Remembering always to be strong.
Then I realize it's all in vein.
In the end I'll only fail.
There is no way to stop this pain.
Nothings true, it's all a tall tale.
Caring isn't worth the effort.
Trying won't get me anything.
Eventually I'll just end up hurt.
That's all this crazy world will ever bring.
Still I continue to search for more.
I keep going with no clue why.
With hope there will be an open door.
Maybe someday I won't have to cry.

The second poem:So Long (Maybe we'll meet again someday)
Created by bedhead101

All I want to do
Is turn this plane around
Go back to the place
That I now call home
Because I want to swim in the
the waves crashing on the shore
I want to lay down in the sand
And stay there forever more
I want to sleep under the stars
And feel the warmth of the breeze
I want to do what I like
And live a life of ease
I want to wake up knowing
That I'm going to see my friends
Have the time of my life
And hope it never ends
I want to hear the sound of laughter
Of happiness in the air
I want to make this last forever
Because these are special moments we can share
But most of all
I want to see you again
But I might not
I may not ever see you again
So I let the tears fall I just can't forget about it all
Leaving all this behind seems impossible to do
And I know there'll be many heartaches to get through
I hate saying goodbye
I wish we could wind back time
Start all over again
Relive these past few days
But now all I have is memories
Of some of the best moments
I've ever had
They always overwhelm me
And I can't help but feel sad
So scared that it'll never happen again
That I'll never see the wonderful people I've met ever again
Including you
Especially you
And it hurts to know
That you're all still there
Without me
So far away
Yet my memory's so clear I can remember every detail
It almost feels like I'm there
But I'm not
And even if I come back next year
You'll all be gone
So I guess that all that's left to say is
So long
Maybe we'll meet again someday

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I'm a little stressed!

2009-04-30T04:20:00.000-07:00

You made my day with your sweet comment:)

Okay, so like exams are coming in about 3 days!I am not even half way to finish my studying but i am going to like study like crap this whole weekend and on the exam days itself. This whole week study till my brain's can actually pop.Haha!(figure of speech)Anyway this whole week was like average not so much fun cuz i guess the exams are coming and I have to give way to temporary changes. It very hard to patient about this if it is someone close to you who is behaving this way. Like i say i have to understand cuz i myself may have acted a little bit out of order because of the exams...But anyway talking about this i really miss the old you:( Hope you understand why sometimes i get frustrated over this. I mean you no harm is just that i , well care alot.Good luck Naomi for your perform ace today!Today was overall great!Played in the library and ate Maggi mee(Tom Yam style).Hehe, all of us was talking about the same topic.Hehe!This topic we all have something in common.Thanks Vee for giving me that comment,Carine not forgetting my clique:)Appreciate...Got to go already , I am watching Red Thread soon!Bye!
Love,
Bridget!

Ne-yo - Mad (Dance)

2009-04-25T21:54:00.001-07:00

Never stop listening to you:)

You should all really see this dance.It is totally off the hook!Ne-yo is the best singer that people are really actually dancing to his music.He has made an impact in my life and now he is making an impact to others.I am super proud of him:)

See this video just click on the words.......
(Dance Video)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFtlmFPf2xw

Ne-Yo - Mad Lyrics
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh…Oh oh oh…
[Verse 1]
She’s starin’ at me,I’m sittin’, wonderin’ what she’s thinkin’.MmmNobody’s talkin’,‘Cause talkin’ just turns into screamin’.Ohhh…And now is I’m yellin’ over her,She’s yellin’ over me.All that that meansIs neither of us is listening,(And what’s even worse).That we don’t even remember why were fighting.
So both of us are mad for…
[Hook]
Nothin’(Fighting for).Nothin’(Crying for).Nothin’(Whoahhh).But we won’t let it go forNothin’(No not for)Nothin’.This should be nothin’ to a love like what we got.Ohhh, baby…
I know sometimesIt’s gonna rain…But baby, can we make up now‘Cause I can’t sleep through the pain(Cant sleep through the pain).
[Chorus]
Girl, I don’t wanna go to bed(Mad at you),And I don’t want you to go to bed(Mad at me).No, I don’t wanna go to bed(Mad at you),And I don’t want you to go to bed(Mad at me)Ohhh no no no…
[Verse 2]
And it gets me upset, girlWhen you’re constantly accusing.(Askin’ questions like you’ve already known).We’re fighting this war, babyWhen both of us are losing.(This ain’t the way that love is supposed to go).
Whoaaa…[What happened to workin’ it out].We’ve falled into this placeWhere you ain’t backin’ downAnd I ain’t backin’ down.
So what the hell do we do now…It’s all for…
[Hook]
Nothin’(Fighting for).Nothin’(Crying for).Nothin’(Whoahhh).But we won’t let it go forNothin’(No not for)Nothin’.This should be nothin’ to a love like what we got.Ohhh, baby…
I know sometimesIt’s gonna rain…But baby, can we make up now‘Cause I can’t sleep through the pain(Cant sleep through the pain).
[Chorus]
Girl, I don’t wanna go to bed(Mad at you),And I don’t want you to go to bed(Mad at me).No, I don’t wanna go to bed(Mad at you),And I don’t want you to go to bed(Mad at me)Ohhh no no no…
[Bridge]
Oh baby this love ain’t gonna be perfect,(Perfect, perfect, oh oh).And just how good it’s gonna be.We can’t fuss and we can’t fightLong as everything alright between usBefore we go to sleep.
Baby, we’re gonna be happy.
I know sometimesIt’s gonna rain…But baby, can we make up now‘Cause I can’t sleep through the pain(Cant sleep through the pain).
[Chorus]
Girl, I don’t wanna go to bed(Mad at you),And I don’t want you to go to bed(Mad at me).No, I don’t wanna go to bed(Mad at you),And I don’t want you to go to bed(Mad at me)Ohhh no no no…

Ne-yo mad official video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mETz3auhgiA

sorry people but my blog is the new one , so i do not really now how to add in videos!
Hope you like the dance. Especially you Naomi! Oh the lyrics is there for you to understand!It is really meanginful.
love y'all,
Bridget:)

Happy Birthday Xin Ying!

2009-04-22T05:42:00.000-07:00

when i see you , you make my day:)

hello everyone!

Happy Birthday in crime buddy!We had alot of fun today and i enjoy every single moment spent with my clique today.Today we all had to bluff Xin ying that we were not going to celebrate her birthday and silly Xin Ying really thought we will not celebrate at all. Haha:) I am a super good actress . Anyway we will never forget your birthday , you should not doubt us at all.... Today in school was fun , everyone or mostly everyone sneaky out of the classroom to buy food. Poor Mr . T , he did not know till he saw me sneaking back in. I feel so guilty.During English lesson i was talking to vee, enjoyed every moment talking to her. Hehe!But today we were a little too quiet than usual. I guess everyone was like preparing what to do to make really look fantastic.I know xy was really touched by us. Thanks for being a great best friend!

Message for you!:

This four years are filled with happiness and pain but you stick with me no matter what. We always get into trouble together and get the fun going all the time. You are one of the most important person in my life and to the clique. Nothing will be the same without you. Thanks for everything you have done for me. I will never forget every single moment i shared with you and spent time with you. You simply unique in your own way. You have nothing to change at all for you simply are delightful the way you are. May all your wish come through as i bless you with happiness, success and wealth and also not forgetting health in the years to come.You can never be replaced by anyone.You are special the way you are in my heart. HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN MY BELOVED BESTFRIEND XIN YING!Hope you like my cupcakes:)

2009-04-18T04:46:00.000-07:00

It's just not like that all!Somehow you know it has to stop...

But you know what you are to me , so i hope you understand?

It is just so confusing to what to do?!It is harder for me than to you!

This week has bee so tough , from maths to even science. Studies is not so easy like before where you do not even need to study at all, worst come to worst maybe the day before the exam. Somehow we all know that has to stop and we have to start studying a month before the exams. This is the last year for everything, Exams , maybe even friends to the place or environment you are so familiar with and not forgetting the teachers. It is so difficult knowing this is the last step of the journey of secondary school life. What is even worst is losing the people you love the most, trust me it is going to be more difficult ever for me as have to lose so much.Trust me is super difficult to lose you people and um..... I guess is for me to know at not for me to say. This is why i have to stop this thing before it gets harder. . I am super sorry! But i will not change towards anyone is simply me.. That is all i have to say, it is so confusing.Anyway i think i need to go. Oh ,Naomi congrats for dance!And thanks again to my lovely clique:)

bye,

bridget:)

What is the difference with being a good friend to a hypocrite!?

2009-04-12T04:21:00.000-07:00

Happy Easter Sunday to all!

Today is a special occasions as Jesus has come back from the died. It is really fantastic to know that he is my saviour:)Well today mom is going to cook mashed potatoes ad yummy rose beef. Yummy English food on Easter Sunday. Well i need to blog abt this that i have been feeling this lately.

My topic today is ' What is the difference with being a good friend to a a hypocrite"?

Has any of you out there have been asking this question to yourselves, i know i did many times. Not knowing who is true to me and who are not. Some of us tends to trust people very easily, while some just find it hard to let ppl in. I am the one who easily trust people. This lately i notice some people are just hypocrites because , they think if they are nice , well , people will see them as nice ppl. Later they tend to go behind your back and start to talk behind your back. I mean i seriously think if you do not like the person or think that well this person may be irritating at some points , you should just tell them . It is much better to just tell them in their faces , then give them fake smiles. But then on the other hand we have ppl who are being good friends such as they are scared and worried as to how you feel. Concern how when they reveal an information it will effect you. Such as they know you are doing something wrong but they are scared to tell you as they do not know how they friendship with you will effected. But the good parts is that this people will tell you no matter what the out come of the situation is. This are not hypocrites!There are some who actually Tell you that they will stand by you and when something comes up they run away like chickens. Other Hypocrites that my clique are going to start avoiding are the ones who say they do not like the ppl but then later they seat with them , talk to them and even eat with them. This time i am so not going to care anymore.

This are the reason:
1. They tend to give my clique shit faces , even when we try to be nice.
2.They are really nice to us , when they tend to get in to trouble.
3. I am fed up of being use and i am so not going into that moment with .....
4.We don't really care anymore.
5. They tend to hurt us most of the time (No offence)
6. We tell them that they are being used but they do not listen till the moment comes.
7. We have our own lives and we can' t be there all the time.
8.You all do stuff that you know will hurt us in the end*
9.Someone there tends not to like me and even my clique knows!
10. We are better off helping people who listen and are not hypocrites!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And this are for all of you !
We do not care what you think of us anymore. As off today we do not want to exchange words with people like you who tend to be cheap all the time. As for Friday it is all over and we do not want to waste time taking revenge like the sec1 marker incident. We are not primary 1 anymore and do not like to act like that the way you do. If you all have any problems with me tell it to the face because that is when i will embarrass you like there is no tomorrow. Cuz i do not take bullshit from no one! This is the new me from tomorrow onwards. If do not like to bad , cuz when i was nice everyone they took advantage, So piss off! I will remain the same only for my family and my dearest clique , teachers and people who I care for.That is it!I am fed up with all this nonsense i take from you people!

Peace out and happy easter sunday again!

The sum up of today .Haha:)

2009-04-08T04:53:00.000-07:00

Hello or as Beyonce says Halo to everyone,
Today had like super fun in class in chapel and after school. None stop joking around so funny. Xin ying and I none stop cracking jokes. Haha!Anyway we laughing abt an incident that took place last year. She would not stop laughing and then when we ate Tom Yam soup , we both choked. Here is an advice do not eat Tom yam soup if you are going to laugh, espically with Xin Ying. Muahaha:)Kar Yun ,xy and i when home together laugh until i think the whole bus can here us talking and laughing.Well this whole week quite boring but we sizzle it up with laughter and jokes, espically with my buddy in crime xy. Haha:) Today ate like a pig , when the F&N girls finish practical..Sophia's , Jinn's and naomi's food was Boom! it is gone.Haha:)Talk to shan yesterday , super fun:)Hehe!Not much to say but be yourself and do not let ppl let you down. Not forgetting that i hope the situation will not effect both your friendships with each other. You both rock , oKay?!Hehe:)
Oh , here this message is for you :
If you think i am not worth talking to cuz you think i do not have time you are wrong,
If you think i do not care abt you , you are so wrong.
Just know I am here all the time to lend you a listening ear.
You do know that very clearly right?
I do not like being treated in a very well , you should know what i mean.......
Hope you understand!

Peace out people!

You stupid Fool!

2009-04-04T03:32:00.000-07:00

I think you are a two sided freak face who has no emotional feelings what so ever. You are not fit to be what you are , cuz you are not serious in the first place. Is nice knowing i do not need to care about what you think anymore!I hate people who acts like you , cuz sooner or later they will regret what they have done. Heard of the saying "What goes around comes around". People like you have to learn that there are people like me who does not take such bullshit from you. Oh! yeah you are backstabber and do not deserve to know anyone. Even your so call:Sexy bro" is like so fake lah! Wake up i am not the only one angry ,i shall not tell you!!.What does that tell you ? If you learn to be yourself this would not happen in the first place!I cannot believe i actually thought you were nice cuz your friend "s" is super nice. You are so not in my book of NICE! This is like so over...HUH.You must feel so stupid, tell you what i shall give you advice..GET A LIFE!duh:) Please treat shan properly or i will have to do what i have to do!

Thanks to all my clique for the great support. It will be nice if you listen to my stories like how i listen to yours ! To know you do not care makes me wonder if i should stop caring about you too
!I did not change but i am just stressed that is all!

It has been awhile of blogging!

2009-03-29T21:41:00.000-07:00

So hello PEOPLE,
It has been awhile blogging cuz I am totally lazy and have no time to blog but today i am blogging straight form my school. So far i pissed with someone my whole clique knows about this. Called Shan today early in the morning she too is very pissed.It is not very easy being in this situation, all i can say is that everything will be settled today when we head down to , I.J. The lately have been going down to I.J to pick up my sister.Oh yeah 4e1 won for the Class race , 2nd place , this the first Sports day award i won.That is how pathetic I am. This lately i am also getting scolding from people that i never did do anything that i am really sure of. Oh, this lately also getting alot scolding from someone who is close to me in many way . I am very sure i did not do anything wrong.Super sure! You know what i cannot believe you can actually say such things about though i am super nice to you ! Even you can blame your friend who has been there for you !Wake up look at the great friend you have, you do not have to be nice to me but at least to Shan who has been there for you 24/7. She is not a dog , you know?Anyway that is about all i have to say. Oh poor thing, Mr .T did not come for sports day, the whole class miss you . THANK GOODNESS YOU CAME TODAY!Peace out will edit this post later. Thanks to all my best friends in my clique for their great support , will not make without you guys.Vee hope you will be fine today:)Smile okay!Have to go , need to switch off the computer.
Later in the day!

When to talk to this person, from there we willl see how it goes!I hope everything will be okay and will change.As for Xin i am so sorry about the comment and to you Kar yun too.Sorry:)Okay this all i have too say.
Bye!

Who you think you are?Pls i am so not scared!

2009-03-21T03:29:00.000-07:00

Okay !
I am making it straight!For the last time if you wanna blog abt me , pls think again cuz you are full of bullshit. I mean you wanna fight bring it on lah!Okay i have seen ppl more scary then you .Wait you are not even close to scary , you are just lame.Yeah i remember last year like i care abt what you think ! NOT!DUH!I mean as long your fat ass does not disturb my friends i am okay with it.Do you think you are so innocent. Pls!Yucks you suck!Really!I mean what kind of person is willing to break a ten year friendship , so that she can be in the attention of Attraction.
Like you say you come to school to study but all i can say is that you are being a big bully and causing friendship to break.Are you proud of yourself?I do not think so! If you read this good i am not scared of you only pleased you saw yourself in this mirror. Haha , so get over it . Really.Oh stop giving me you fake smiles cuz we all know who you are a big FAKE!So do not mess with me, i am so not giving you anymore chances. You want revenge over sec 1 how lame are you!Think you nice as you claim to be. NOT OVER MY DEAD BODY! Ain't like you i am facing real problem s that have to do with all my surroundings. So use your time on better stuff lah.So i am not going to waste my freaking time on you , who has no life but boys. So do not step in my way , i mean it.You think i am jealous that you have a so called"Big group", what we have done you have never done.Haha . Beat that!We have gone through hardships, problems that are real not some stupid thing like "Does that boy like me"Yucks and we have more fun then you will ever know. We also know who we can trust not friends who pretend to be by your side but leaves after there is trouble.Look none of this you will have.You think i do not know that you do not like me. I GOT OVER THAT LONG TIME AGO,AND I AM STILL LIVING!AND BETTER THEN EVER!.So for the last time leave my clique alone and my friends.I MEAN IT!
peace out love you guys:)
you know who you are!
Oh Naomi hope you are okay , mistakes do happen just learn from it okay:)
Miss you alot:)Really- you know who you are!

Happy birthday Sophia!

2009-03-18T04:39:00.000-07:00

Who/What is the first that appears in your mind.
1.funny: My friends , espically Xin ying
2.weird: Um ..Can i say Me!
3.pretty: My clique members
4.patient: you?
!5.impatient: People who are idiots!
6.gets angry easily: um.. not saying!
7.bitchy: Vo--,A.......(Hehe)
8.emo: Jake(haha joking)
.9.nerdy: Jinn and Cherly(playing)
10.neat: Nicole.
11.tall: Jaspreet.
12.primary school friend:Naomi , Kas and Wan yi
!13.secondary school friend: All of my lovely bestfriends
14.cute: KarYun!(This i agree with jinn)
15.drawing:Noami
16.dance: Naomi
17.singing: That irratating person we all know who!
18.influence: you mean the good or bad? Good: My clique(DUH). Bad: A [lalalala] n..We all know!19.hot: Edward and someone i like to not say(my secret)and NE-YO
20.cold: The polar bears
21.smile: Pamela
22.girl: Um.Every girl.
23.boy:Joel
24.person who tagged you. Jinn
25.next 5 person to be tagged by you. Naomi. Xin ying , Vee, Cherly and Val

Happy birthday Sophia may all your dreams come true.
Thanks for all your corcern:)
Peace out!

When out today!

2009-03-16T04:52:00.001-07:00

okay i could not sleep well yesterday. I was like thinking alot of things about today.. Hehe .I had like so many calls today! I miss you girls alot:(Anyway met Naomi and then later jake:) came..Hehe she scared us. Shan took like forever to come. She was amazing , she juz took it like nothing happen. Haha!Three of us went down to school to pick up my report book. I passed. I also got a little great news though. My clique would be super happy. Oh many ppl were staring at Jake and shan , so irritating! Anyway shan was super quiet but eventually talk. We got loads of thinks out of our chest. Met"s" one of the butches in ij that jake and shan knows. I was not amused at all!We were at Bishan talking. I bought ice cream and jake follow me to get it:) HEHE! we all spent loads of time together. I would like to say that i love my clique and thank god for all of you and also the twins clique:)Take care and peace out!
O h jake i enjoyed myself today , if you wanna know to your question. HEHE!
Tonight see okay:)Naomi see you tomorrow....
Bye

What to do?!

2009-03-13T05:34:00.000-07:00

Okay i have not blog for a very long time. I am plain lazy..But today i am so upset to the core. No one to talk to in a place can't even speak knowing that i will be, well that is for me to know and for you to find out.My friends mean alot to me. Living in a world without them has no meaning for me anymore.The whole day crying like crap . Really if this does not work out i give up everything. The things i wanted to do in primary 2 and in sec 1 will be done. It is really up to the LORD to help me now. All i can do is pray and he will help. He is my Shepard and I am his sheep.I can only tell my friends that i love them alot and do not give up cuz i will try not too!They are my strenght and I mean nothing without them. My friends for life;) I will report soon.Typing makes me want to cry even more.Oh thanks jake for yesterday:)Enjoyed!
Peace out and bye!

Common Test is Over!

2009-02-23T03:25:00.000-08:00

Today common test is finally over.. Today recieve math test i got 48/50 for math. I am so happy cuz is like the first time I ever got so high for Math. Anyway play captain's ball , our group won , this will definitely help us with the match we have with Shan and Jake..Haha:) Jake and shan you both are going to get it for taking my pictures:)Oh yeah stocker wanted to come and ask me my number , kas , naomi , kar yun and me run for our lives.The minute his friend saw me , he and his friends bothered up the bus. WTH! Anyway we quicly run into body shop. Oh ! Today during life lesson were making fun. Xin ying was making alot of fun with the show that was shown to us. We were also talking abt someone we know that was sivk. Today overall was kinda of enjoyable. Dear cheryl cheer up , you know you got us , we will never let you down no matter what....Naomi recover soon okay , pls cuz if don't i will scream my lungs out , jinn you also okay.....Kar yun also cut her hair as usually will complain like a grandmother. Haha:)Now i am scared abt the reat of the papers to come:( Anyway here the pictures of jinn birthday!Drum roll please , here it goes.....

Jinn's food is nice :)

I splash water on her. Haha:)

I farted..... it stinks like a bomb that can explode in you face..

Jinn's cake.....

The end......

The group's Picture......

People Changes so fast!

2009-02-10T03:46:00.000-08:00

Does this bother you when you know that this person or people you know starts to change when you don't even know why?Or you feel sick and tired of trying your best to be there for them and sometimes they don't even care if you exists? This sometimes piss me off alot! I mean do i really care as much as before of what people thinks of me?Do you think that way? Sometimes i feel is the choices people make , i can honestly say i do know how that feels cuz it is happening mostly every single day. Should people judge you because of stories they here from their friends or because it will harm them if they don't. Do you ever feel that someone is using you but you have no choice cuz of your reputation. Does really mean alot to humans like us?Well , i recently learned that this all bullshit. It only matters if your family , your bestfriends and the people you love you knows you only matters. Anyway i juz want to say live your life with pride and no boundaries by people who does not care about you at all. Life goes on weather you like it or not. So stop and see that you are not what you want to be because of the people changing you!So that is all i would like yo say peace out!

Twilight Saga

2009-01-22T04:58:00.000-08:00

Okay last week i was given the book TWILIGHT , let me just say it is super!It took me about let me say 5 DAYs that is how intresting!Duh!My bff is also reading it with me in class alomost the same time . Haha!Now i am on NEW MOON . i so understand why alot teens are reading it is super , super fantastic. For your info Naomi , Edward is mine haha!No la can share;) This few days i have been noticing some changes in some people. Sometimes i get really worked up cuz it pisses me off. Anyway this lately have been studying like crap , like there is no tommorrow!My clique and i are really laughing alot. My Xin ying won't stop cracking joke!Anyway this is a picture of the handsome Edward Cullens in twilight!I egarly ask people to read this book!PLEASE.I WILL CRY IF ALL DON'T!Wait i think i am over- dramatic.Haha!Oh i am a little pissed with you , you under control by someone!Think before you are used!bye!

The round up of this week!

2009-01-09T03:43:00.000-08:00

Okay this week is not that nice especially 7 th of Janurary 2009. Someone i know is kinda of missing , meaning a part of me is missing. I mean honestly , we both made the right choice in a way if you think abt it. Although i did not wanted this to happen in the first place at all. I mean i do not hate her nor am i happy about lah! But we are still in contact and are friends . But kinda need time to get used to it , i hope you understand. And on that day i got punish with my (laughing and lame jokes buddy )Xin Ying in front of the whole school. What was funny was that we were trying to control our laughter. As for today new things kind of pop up but that does not change my perception of you. You are still my bestfriend and will be , i understand what you went through and why you did it. Today i was reading this book it is called "Life Strategies for Teens".Oh and the author is Dr.Phil's son.Okay to my point this made me want to share something with you from this book. These are general point of view that people tend to view in life. Here it goes and you see what you are and what best describe YOU!i used the word lens as an example of how we use our eyes.

The peer Lens
These lens causes you to evaluate your entire world based on what others think about you.If you feel you have gained peer approval , you feel successful. You're the type who thinks there is nothing more important in life than being accepted by the right group of friends. They are the foundation of life .

The "I'm in love" Lens
This is somewhat similar to the peer Lens , but it is worse . In this lens, everything in your life is dependent on having a boyfriend or a girlfriend. You totally measure your self-worth as a function of whether somebody else is in love with you or not.

The Material Lens
This lens causes you to relate to the world in a comparative way ,. You are totally tuned in to material wealth and focus on what your possession are versus the possessions of others.

The Achievements Lens
You measure your self-worth totally as a function of what you have accomplished . You are obsessed with grades , club and committee membership, and awards or distinctions in your life. There is little room for evaluating yourself or others on the basis of character.

The Authority Lens
This lens causes you to be totally focused on how you are relating yo those in your life who have authority. You are either obsessed about gaining their approval , or you are equally obsessed with rebelling against their control. Either way , your obsession dominates your every thought , feeling , and action.

The Victim Lens
Viewing the world through this lens causes you to be obsessed with how you are being hurt or victimized by the world. Things are seldom, if ever , your fault, and you tend to believe that the world is , in fact, out to get you.

The Hate Lens
With this lens , you see enemies behind every tree, waiting to drag you down. You know that when people say something nice to you , there is probably a hidden motive somewhere

last and not least

The Safety Lens
You see life as a place where it's better to be safe than sorry. You never take a risk because you don't trust yourself to handle the pain of failure.The thing about all of these lenses is that they give you a very decided view of the world. But most important, they are based on choices you made about how you see the world. Remember , you can change you lenses.

So this is what i think . You should see which are you !
Change now and make a difference in your life and others.
Hope thtat this will give you a better understanding of yourself.

That is about all , if you have anything to say leave me a comment.

Bye!

Happy birthday Victoria:)

2009-01-06T04:02:00.000-08:00

Today is my sister birthday:) I bought for her loads of gummy sweets, Yup i coulds see she like it cuz half the sweets are gone!Haha:)Today my cold was a eoeal distraction!My clique and play on the see-saw , so did nur and poggy.Laugh alot till teachers started coming out of the classroon to keep quiet. Mr Tang is so nice he gave us alot of breaks cuz we had 6 periods altogether for today:)Oh ! , not forgetting that for "Live" lesson we had to write positive stuff about each other.I mean , I was so into it but the problem was that , i could see that some people thouhght it was for really mean stuff!It is irritating!Anyway i have got to go bye!

The Begining of sec4 and the Last year in 2009

2009-01-02T03:41:00.000-08:00

Okay so this is the last year for me and the rest of the class!It is really saddening ! Okay but before i start my long story i would like to say that my form-teacher is (Drum roll)Mr Tang!Yes!
Today i woke up unhappy cuz i so wanted to ditch school, i cried like crap....But i decided to go because i know that my bestfriends desperately wanted to see me(I am a thick skin , haha). Anyway i just went to school.My whole clique started to be super hyper, especially Xin Ying , she was my partner in the hall.We were like none stop cracking jokes.Oh , i forgot today is Bei Yi's Birthday.Happy Birthday.Haha:)Finally, school is re-open that i am a little happy cuz i miss alot of people!Wait a minute i forgot to say Valerie and Nur is our class monitors this year , wonder how it is going to be like. I will just be relaxing in some kinda of way(no offence). Good luck to you guys!I am super happy i am not the monitress now i can finally be ME!The joker having fun , yup but not alot like before cuz of "N" levels.I also like to say that i kinda of miss Ms Ong right now , she was like a bigger sister to me. Secretly,joking at the back of the class amuse with the things we see!Oh yeah Sha i understand you are busy with your cca volleyball and yes you have competitions coming up and you need to practise.Yup i gonna close one and understand because you did the same for me during the holiday.So i will meet you on Wednesday like you say.This few days or let's say weeks you are busy understand juz do not over stress yourself okay!Be here for you anytime . Overall today was a great day:)Here we come ppl , 4e1 is going to shake the building down, so yup watch out!Oh Vitoria "A ", you better give me back that photo it is mine not yours, i look like a goldfish , especially next to"D"with the Donkey ass face.You die!haha.Sunday if i see you downstairs you are going to get it:)Kar yun , if you read this i know you are laughing.Your cup look's like harry potter.Bring a cape and we shall play harry bladder.hehe:)We shall joke about you know who.Hehe again!Today there will be supernatural.yes!Okay i got go:)

okay bye and peace out ppl!

2008-12-28T04:14:00.000-08:00

Watch this video by New Kids on the Block feat. Ne-yo!
Click the purple words below to watch it!Bye:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UbjcxX2KWRY

2008-12-25T03:00:00.000-08:00

Merry Chirstmas Everybody around the world!

I sometimes think we expect too much of Christmas Day. We try to crowd into it the long arrears of kindliness and humanity of the whole year. As for me, I like to take my Christmas a little at a time, all through the year. And thus I drift along into the holidays - let them overtake me unexpectedly - waking up some find morning and suddenly saying to myself: "Why, this is Christmas Day!" ~David Grayson

Take care everybody!

Watch this video by Selena Gomez her new Song

Click the blue words below!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UIZqpkPL5jY

2008-12-24T03:57:00.000-08:00

Okay

So some people may thing that I am talking about them but as I say I am not! Dear Xin Ying I am definetly not talking about you in my blog it was someone else. Long story...... So I am kinda of sorry if you think that it is about you when it is not. But I can say that I am proud that you thought it was you and tried to say sorry. That shows that you care about our friendship. As for Naomi if you have any problems let me know as soon as possible , cuz you know I am willing to help!For heaven sake i am your Bestfriends , remember we share everything together. Anyway today is Chirstmas Eve . My eldest sister Nicole is going to church to dosome prayers, while i am waiting for my mothers wonderful cookin!Curry Devil a traditional food or lets say meal on Chirstmas Day!I received your instant message jinn!Haha:)Oh yesterday, i met Kar yun for a tiny while talked crap and made fun , haha our secret. I also called Sha to asked about her results. This how it went.

Bridget:Hey

Sha:um ..hello

Bridget:Did you make it to Sec5

Sha:Why you asked(in a serious voice)

Bridget:Um .. cuz i would like to know

Sha:ITE

Bridget:What?

Sha:You sad ah?

Bridget:Of course i am crying now!

Sha:What i am just kidding i am going Sec5!Don't cry

Bridget:You idiot!Don't play about this stuff!

after our own stuff!Haha not for anyone to know:)

Kar Yun just laugh and talk alot but thanks Kar yun!Apperciate the effort.
Oh hope thaat all my clique members and sha are okay!and that they are enjoying Chirstmas:)
I would like to say that GOD makes miracles on this day!Praise the King:)

True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation."- George Washington, (as above)

With every friend I love who has been taken into the brown bosom of the earth a part of me has been buried there; but their contribution to my being of happiness, strength and understanding remains to sustain me in an altered world."- Helen Keller

*And this is dedicated to my inner clique may you read these Quotes and know that you friendship means alot to me!

This Quote are for the family

My family is like a sanctuary to me. I always turn to them for support and strength. I take comfort in knowing no matter which path I choose, my family stands behind me. - Benjamin Bratt

May you all remember your family this Chirstmas!

2008-12-22T03:03:00.000-08:00

A friend in need is a friend to be avoided.
" Lord Samuel

Honestly , speaking i am not really sure if you forgotten about your bestfriend or what?It is kinda of saddening that of all people i am talking about you!I mean i used to make the effort to try a way to talk to you. I won't tell what i have done to try to talk to you here on this blog. But i mean i put effort to communicate to you becoz i thought you were very busy with stuff. I guess i am wrong!Why do you think that i have not even communicated to you all this time. I shall not waste my time . I mean i am a little angry bit what can i do. Next year i will talk to you and you will always be my bestfriend but i hope you understand that i need my bestfriend and of all people you to be spending time together. Anyway wishing everyone a Happy and wondeful Chirstmas!

Peace out babys!

2008-12-21T02:57:00.000-08:00

4 more days till chirstmas!

I have always thought of Christmas time, when it has come round, as a good time; a kind, forgiving, charitable time; the only time I know of, in the long calendar of the year, when men and women seem by one consent to open their shut-up hearts freely, and to think of people below them as if they really were fellow passengers to the grave, and not another race of creatures bound on other journeys. ~Charles Dickens

The pictures are up!Finally:)

2008-12-18T03:56:00.000-08:00

Okay so the photos of East coast is finally up. I feel a little stupid so do not laugh. Oh , thanks kar yun for uploading it! Here you go:

The happy East Coast Family!

2008-12-15T03:28:00.000-08:00

OkAy People,

I have not written in like a few days already!Anyway Saturday i went to like the Eurasian party at the E.A. I did not want to go because i knew i had to look after my smaller sibling cuz i know my second sis would do the disappearing act. True enough it did happen. What the Hell lah! Anyway it was the worst day for me cuz as you know i had to look after the kids. But what made me a little freaked out was that this , okay let me just tell at first i did not notice it at all. Okay there is like this primary six boy named Frankie who had a meager crush on me. His mother was like telling me that he wanted to talk to me.Then i was like "Oh!", after i cooked up a lie that my sister must be finding for me!Haha:)The evil side of me:(Anyway my bro was a Little irritated becoz the whole time he was asking my bro for me.He even wanted to share with me his drink. Okay anyway this pass few day is so stressful. But i am so happy there is only about 2 more weeks till school reopen.HEHEHEHEHE!Yes cuz i miss my clique , Sha and the whole class.That is about it got to go!
Bye:)

Happy Birthday Brother Ashley!

2008-12-12T03:06:00.000-08:00

Today my youngest and cuttest brother turns six years old. Yup , we celebrated with a very nice chocolate cake!He looked so happy :)Anyway today i did some studying like example , English homework which only left the first three pages to finish and science sec2 which i finish two chapter of it and maths revision, I used the workbook and did some of the question. I am too scared for next year 'N' levels! Next year is going to be very stressful:( Anyway i called Sha today, we talked and laugh alot. The first thing i said to her was " Do you know i cut my hair like an apek and it has bald patches" which was a joke. Then she said"HUH'!. Then i told her "Are you crazy i will never cut like that'!Both of us laugh!Haha:)Yup and then we talked long story....
Oh yeah this is for you , KAR YUN CAN YOU PLEASE PICK UP YOUR HANDPHONE, HOW TO MEET YOU IF YOU DO NOT PICK UP YOUR PHONE BESTFRIEND! Anyway Xin Ying i hope you are feeling okay, don;t be sad okay you got your clique,remember?!Haha ! Anyway miss you guys alot! Will meet up soon....Thanks Kar yun for sending me my home and yes i liked your letter alot, apperciate it!Naomi reply my instant message okay!

Okay gtg bye!

2008-12-10T02:09:00.000-08:00

Finally , i just got a haircut! Let me tell you it is not what you think , it is not short haircut it is just a trim, So... Relax! I miss my clique alot but i am going to ask them out again!Hehe:)I decided to study sec2 science becuz next year "n" levels. Anyway now i need to find the sec 1 science book cuz i accidentally threw it. Opps! Anyway i would to tell YOU that if you think by smsing my bestfriend about you watching Bolt is going to jealous us, I would like to say THINK AGAIN! cuz you are totally wrong!We are not interested to watch it , anyway we are mature enough to prepare ourselves to watch Twilight!You are very irritating at some points!Please piss off , you irritating person!Come on people have lives you know. Work your freaking Brain of yours to know that you should not mess with us. I am sick and tired of you people ruining peoples life with your selfishness and irritating ways not even aware that we to are human beings and have feelings too. Like the saying says"What goes around , comes around"!So if you did not notice things are starting to change around you terriblely and i am not going to pay freaking precious time on you people next as i will be spending it on My Bff's which i mean my clique, Sha and of course my "n" levels.So screw you!

Ps:You suck , leave us alone!

We went East Coast!

2008-12-06T02:33:00.001-08:00

Yesterday we went East Coast to play volleyball. I woke up at 8.30am , then took a bath and everything!Haha:)Then i met Kar yun at around 10.30am .Later we waited for Sha to come both of us was saying that it is going to be weird talking to her cuz it has been a while since we met each other.In the end everything was okay. Then we took bus 55 .Later sophia called, she said "where to stop ah", then we were explaning to her on the phone about 20mins.Haha , silly sophia. Then we got lost by taking another bus cuz sophia said she know the way, in the end we ended up to east coast interchange. Then Sha was laughing , so was I. So we had to like take a bus back to the same stop we alighted to wait for sophia. After that we went to Mac to wait for Xin ying and Bei yi. When Xin came with Bei yi ,we went to order our meal. Then i told them to order first , while me and sha waited at the table. Anyway there's more stuff lah but at the end we enjoy alot!Sha was fantastic and we had sometime to spend alone.Everything is okay with me and her.I love u!Got go ,i will post the pictures soon!Oh i forgot there was this man who shouted at us but we were irratating him by laughing in his face cuz he looked gay.Haha:)

We done the Chirstmas Tree

2008-12-04T01:34:00.000-08:00

So today my dad and i have done the chistmas tree togetther. It took us about 2 hours to put up the lights but we manage to finish by today.We put up the white lights and then the colourful lights. This pass few days are quite okay but i must say i imiss my dear friends and of course Sha!Duh!Anyway on tuesday our plans were cancel cuz most ppl cannot make it. And thanks naomi apperciate it!Jin gui to for helping me do a blog for kar yun , kasturi for the songs and Xin Ying i am sorry about tuseday.

Ps:Kar yun pick up your damn phone!

Happy Birthday Dad!

2008-11-30T01:25:00.000-08:00

Okay today is a very special it's my dads birthday and it was fantastic!We celebrated by going to Cafe Cartel , it was my sister treat and we ate alot. But my elder sister went to work so she did not join. That was the only thing that was missing. But i am happy that my dad had a great time with us. I would like to thank him for the great support he has given me till the day i was born. You have been a wonderful dad not only to me but my siblings.Thank you! Anyway that is all i have to say, gtg .Oh this si for all the girls , Miss Ong has change the Cpa lesson cuz she wants the track girls to attend , so it will be on 10dec from 11am to 4 pm. Happy reading!bye

Ps:You are the Best Father

2008-11-28T01:33:00.000-08:00

1. Do you have secrets?

duh....of course

2.Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?

That is for destiny to take its course

3.Do you enjoy going to school?

Yes!!!

4.What is your current dream job?

Um.. I have alot , so i can't choice.

5.Will you fal in love with your bestfriend?

That is crazy talk!

6.Which is more bless,Loving someone or being loved by someone?

Being loved of course

7.Will you forgive the people who has played arnd with your feelings?

Honestly ,it will take time and i must see the situation first.

8.If the person you like knows that you like him/her,what would your reaction be is he/she said yes?

Totally happy duh!

9.Is there anything that made you happy?

Yup my friends , my family and Sha!

10.What takes you down the fastest?

My emotions

11.How would see yourself in 10 years?

Being successful and rich

12.Who is currently the most important people to you?

GOD,my FAMILY,my FRIENDS

13.What is/are the most important things in your life?

My love and mp3

14.Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?

Poor and married

15.what is your favourite colour?

Green

16.Would you give your all in a relationship?

Yes

17.If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously.who would you pick?

I am not a cheater , do you know that?

18.Will you confess to the person you like/love?

See the situation first!

19.What i feel like doing now?

Being with my friends and SHA!

20.5 ppl to tag

Jin gui

Naomi

vivien

carine

val

I love doing surveys becoz of ms , jingui:)haha!

Happy Birthday Mrs Alex! - It is Naomi's mom's birthday!

2008-11-27T20:25:00.000-08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
Not for you to know. Haha:)
2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
I felt like going to sleep!
3. Who was the last person you took a picture of?-
Not sure
4. How often do you see your ex?
Why must talk about this ?!
5. Would you ever donate blood?
To anyone that needs it:)
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Um , you guess....(haha)!
7. Do you want someone dead?
At first yes but now no cuz i am scared i need to go to prison
8. What does your last text message say?-
I do not have a hp
9. What are you thinking about right now? -
About someone
10. Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Yes alot!!!!!!!!
11. What time did you go to sleep last night?-
11.30pm
12. Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now? -
It was a gift from my bestfriend , it is from fila!
13. Is someone on your mind right now? -
Yup,1:)
14. Who was the last person to text you? -
No one
15. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
No , i was brought up to be independent!
16. 10 people to tag.
1. Jingui
2.Naomi
3. Xin Ying
4. Cheryl
5. Kar yun
6. Vivien
7. Val
8. Sha(if she has a blog)
9. Carine
10. Kasturi
17. Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
No one
18. Is 3 a male or a female? -
Female.
19. If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing?
Umm, nope
20. How about 5 and 8? -
You i think it is a good match , cuz kar yun is her eye candy(Haha)juz kidding!
21. What is number 1 studying about? -
Ann!
22. When was the last time you had a chat with them? -
Yesterday!
23. Is number 4 single? -
Yep..
24. Say something about number 2. -
She is my bestest friend in the whole wide world!
25. What do you think about number 3 and 6 being together?-
It is a match made for hell!
26. Describe number 9.
Loves singing and is pretty.
27. What will you do if number 6 & 7 fight?-
Since them do it alot of time , they are twins , so it is not that shocking.(hehehe)

There jinn i done with your survey:)

Friendship!

2008-11-27T01:27:00.000-08:00

Okay so I have yet to see my friends for a long time . Recently , I found out something I can hardly take in , it is about someone i trust alot. It is kind of shocking but what can i do anymore but just take it in. Anyway my whole clique build our friendship through TRUST and to me this is very important. This value is important in friendships and any other thing that you have to bond with somebody.I would like to say that TRUST is something that you earn through hardship . This year i learned alot , the ones i thought i could trust was not really the ones i could trust! I am not bringing back the past but I am using this as an example to this situation. You see what is the point of having an inner circle of friendship when you know that the people inside it is not really totally 100% honesty with you? I am not saying that people do not make mistakes but if you know that the lie is going to continue after other lies , don't you think you should stop before you are caught ?I thought that during the holidays i could actually take a rest form the whole year, cause this year was considered a painful year for me. Many things had happen and it is already very difficult to forget about it. I was told that the situation that i am facing is kind of bad. I do not think it is actually harming anybody but i think it is making me lose my trust of our friendship. I actually thought that this situation is actually real but it is so totally not. I am not really angry but a little disappointed in YOU! You have been a great best friend and i am grateful and i know you are not aware of what is going on but please Stop. Anyway life is not really that great for me this days but i guess i have to go with it. Anyway that is all i have to say.

PS:Thanks Xin Ying and Bei Yi for coming to see me, appreciate it!
And i miss you guys alot , can't wait to see you!

Oh could PS stop asking me about class outing !I am not sure means i am not sure!You are plain annoying the first thing you say is this when you come online. You think it is alright , well i think it is irritating!

Okay got to go bye!

Sentosa here we come!

2008-11-21T02:19:00.000-08:00

So i can't wait , we plan this outing since september with sha. My clique and i not forgetting sha and friends are going to SENTOSA in december. It is going to be fantastic!We are going to have so much fun!Like alot of fun , see you then guys. I will call kar yun to tell everyone.Oh and jinn you are a great bestfriend and thanks for chatting with me online!Oh and Zetrina nice chatting with you too. It was nice knowing and i am looking forward to chatting with you online.
Oh! Cheryl once you make your blog tell me okay. This going to fantastic, Thanks SHA love you always.

Gtg bye;)

2008-11-20T01:15:00.000-08:00

1.What would you do with a dead octopus?(throwing it away is not an option) I will just scream like an idiot and faint!

.2.What would you do if mrs kumar appeared at your doorstep?Slam the door shut cuz i know i did not go for cca!

3.Which brand of shampoo do you use?Clean and Clear

4.What would you do if you have left one day to survive on earth?ask god to forgive me and make good with everyone and spend time with the one's i love.

1.The person who tagged me is?Jin gui

2.Your relationship with him/her?My bestfriend

3.Your 5 impressions of him/her?Very pretty ,helpful ,caring ,funny and smart

4.The most memorable thing he/she had for you?She gave me the best thing her friendship.

5.If he/she becomes your lover,you will?We are best as bestfriends and she has Ann already

6.If she/he becomes your lover things she needs to be improve on?Must i repeat , we are bestfriends!

7.If he/she becomes your enemy how?Nope , it will never happen!

8.What is it that you wanna tell him/her now?You are an angel send from heaven.

9.Your overall impression of him/her now?Best to talk to online and is a bestfriend to always treasure.

10.How do you think people around you,will feel about you?HAPPY TO MEET BECAUSE I AM FUN!

11.The characters you love are?Everything that is good?!

12.The most ideal you want to be is?I am happy the way i am accept i wish to be more beautiful!

13.For people who cares & likes you say something to them.I love y'all and thanks for everything i appercaite it.

Choose 10people to be tagged

1.Naomi 2.Jinn 3. Kas 4.Xin ying 5.vivien 6.valerie 7.Sophia 8.Kar Yun 9.Cheryl 10.Carine

14.Who's no.6 having a relationship with?Do not know?

15.If no.7&no.10 are together will it be a good thing?i think not!

16.What is no.2 studying about?I think abt Ann!(Haha)

17.When was the last time you chatted with no.3?Not sure?

18.What kind of music no.8 like?Hip Hop like me!

19.Does no.1 have any siblings?Yup an older brother

20.Will you woo no.3 ?Nope , not at all

21.What about no.7 ? She has somebody already

22.Is no.4 single?Yes

23.What is the surname of no.5?tan

24.What is the hobby of no.10?Singing

25.Do no.5&no.9 get along?Um not sure , what do you think?

26.Where does no.9 live?Pasir ris

27.What colours does no.2 likes ?black,red,pink,white.pink:)

28.What is no.10 doing now?Watching tv, "sorry i don't know you"

That's all folks!Thanks naomi you are the best! I have been tagged to do this survey!SORRY NAOMI i thought the one who taged my tagbox. YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT YOUR NO.1

2008-11-19T01:27:00.000-08:00

Who are you? (Bridget ann Welford)
Who is the worst stead you ever had. (Um... Vt) One of my friends you ask me to do this survey!
What is your recent stead name? Sha
How many people are there in your clique? [Naomi , Jin gui , Cheryl , Xin Ying , Kasturi , Sophia , Kar yun , Wan Yi and Wai Yee)
How old are you?16
Do you think this ‘survey’ is lame?Kinda of "DUH"!

The follwing questions: [*=more than friend]
Do you love Mimi?Yes , Bestfriend(Nehneh)
Do you love JinGui?Yes , Bestfriend(Jinn)
Do you love KarYun?Yes ,Bestfriend(Blurr)
Do you love Cheryl?Yes, Bestfriend(Cherry)
Do you love Kasturi?Yes , Bestfriend(Kas)
Do you love XinYing?Yes, Bestfriend(Xin or Goldfish)
*Do you love Sha? YES!*(Honey and more)
Do you love Priscilla?Yes , Goodfriend(piggy)
*Do you love Vivien?No , Goodfriend(vee)
Do you love Sophia?Yes, Bestfriend(doremon)
Do you love WaiYee?Yes, Bestfriend(Cockroach)
Do you love Brintha?Yes , Good but close friend(Brin)
* Do you love Mr Tang?As a crush(Tang ,Tang)
* Do you love Mr Lee?As a crush(Cherry balls)
* Do you love Tan Ah Tek? [hahah] Noooooooo.......(Ah What)?!

following the names above in order, give each one of them a nickname. (:

What is going on?

2008-11-13T04:25:00.001-08:00

Okay yesterday Naomi , Xin Ying , Kar Yun , Bei Yi and Kasturi drop by my house to pass me some notes for Cpa and Maths. They are really great bestfriends. Then i talked to them for abt an hour or so , i think? Anyway we planning for some occassion. Then in the night i called Sha , she said she was sad becoz she and her team loss the match and that they not make for the last two or three matches. Then i told her do not be sad , then she said in a joking but sad way "Your head". I told her "what you said "?, then she said "nothin". Poor thing , feel so sad for her. Then today called her still upset . Then i told her some stuff lky ..........(Big Secret). I juz feel sad for her!Anyway i miss my class and bestfriends and teachers and not forgetting Sha!Thast's all i have to say. Oh wait Jokiem Gomez talked to me again , he so funny. Okay bye and peace out:)

Preparing For Chirstmas

2008-11-08T03:49:00.001-08:00

Anyway we are preparing for chirstmas by taking everything down to clean.This next few days are going to be very tiring but i think this years decorations will look beautiful, i must say that chirstmas is time where everyone will be looking forward. Firstly to celebrate with the family and friends . So i am very happy but the same time fustrated as the whole day is full of work.Anyway there is nothin much to write. One last thing sorry Sha that i can't talk to you for awhile cuz i am grounded and miss you guys alot. I can't wait to see you all!Gtg bye:)

Ps:Life has to go on but without you it is difficult!

No time to blog!

2008-11-05T04:33:00.000-08:00

Anyway yesterday was Naomi's birthday celebrated by watching High School Musical 3. Sha was suppose to go but becuse of her volleybal match she could not make it. Xin ying came late but she was sweet enough to actually buy me a gift from China , it was this cute bottle and it was green .Lol!Anyway during the movie me and Xin Ying was laughing at the some of the sence cuz DUH! it was funny but i also cried at Troy and Gabrielle sence where they had to part for awhile. But my favourite sence is Ryan and Sharpy singing :What i want" i think that is the title. Anyway after that took some pictures outside Plaza Singapura. Then Xin Ying , Sophia and i went down Hougang indoor Stadium to see Sha play vollyball. She was great so was her team.They were so united. That was so fantastic!She was hot!!!!Anyway here are some pics:

Naomi is the Bomb!

2008-11-03T03:19:00.000-08:00

Today i could not go to school cuz my parent's had to go to my bro's scholl for parent -teacher- meeting. So i had to look after the house. So naomi called me and i told her she could come to my house for awhile after all she is my BESTIEST BESTFRIEND! Anyway she came to the house and we had loads of fun . Anyway tommorrow is her birthday , what a great bestfriend she is . I am going to make sure she has the best time ever. We took pictures . Xin ying is so sweet she bought something for me from china, that is so sweet. Kar yun , Wai yee and Xin Ying are back . All my bestfriends are back. Miss them alot , REALLY!

Here are the pictures:

We had Fun @ KAS!

2008-11-01T05:26:00.000-07:00

Today got up at 8.30. I had to rush cuz i laze around for awhile. Naomi and me went to heartland to work to earn some cash. We reached heartland at abt 10.35pm. My sis gave as some instructions and we followed it . DUH! Anyway we started by putting flyers in the letter box of two HDB blocks . Then we decide to put some flyers at the landed property's. We had lots of fun. Dogs would come out and try to attack me . Haha! There was one house that had a dog and i did not know. All of a sudden it jump at the fence and barked at me! I jumped and a Malay couple laughed at me , so did Naomi not forgetting me!Haha!We went back and collected our money. We took two bus to Tp to go to Kas house. Shan came , it has been awhile since we have seen her. At first it was weird but then everything went well. We talked abt stuff lky what had happen in school this year. We had many things in common. Lky i said wasted we never took pictures. But we had alot of fun. Kas mom cooking was D.E.L.I.C.I.O.U.S!Then met Sha for awhile downstairs doing stuff.Haha!Went home with Sophia, had a great day!Can't wait for Monday , we all going to watch High School Musical 3. Sha going to miss volleyball to follow us and celebrate Naomi 's Birthday!
That is all got to go Bye!

Design Time!

2008-10-22T05:17:00.000-07:00

Yesterday we did our design module , it was the last day of this module! Haha:) The teacher was great and every body had great design's . Our design looks more of the 90's . The other design's looks great . Jaspreet looks hot while i though Carine looked pretty. Naomi looked great too , DUH! As for me i have nothin much to say but wow! In a weird way. Anyway enjoyed myself at Newater. We kept taking pictures. Even with the teachers. Oh not forgetting the dance in the morning . I thought it when well alot. But the instructor is gay . Haha ! but i got to say he dance well . The girls who did not where P.e. attire had to do pumping. It was a little funny. Oh Xin great job on the dress!

Here is a picture:

I will miss you GURLS!

2008-10-20T04:23:00.000-07:00

Hey school is finally going to finish . I am so going to be sad cuz i will miss all of my friends , let's say bestfriends . I know i can see them during the holidays but it is telling me that i only have about one more year with them . Everything we have been through together is soon going to come to an end . All the funny things we have done together , all the trouble we got together and all the times we cried together , not forgetting the times we stuck together. I will really miss you gurls so much . I really do not know how i am going to continue my future without you gurls. All the great support i received from all of you . I will never forget all the moments we shared. I am so going to really miss it all ! Time flys so fast when you enjoying your time. I will never forget you gurls at all . Do you feel that when you finally found something special , time flys o fast? This is the question i ask myslef every single day but hey life has to go on but it won't be the same without all of you.

Some pics to remember:

PS: Love gurls so much:)

Yesterday was a special day!

2008-10-19T03:16:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Jaspreet!I hope all your wishes come true:) Yesterday , the day started sad and i was nervous because i aws scared that my pops would not let me go out with Sha. Really , i wanted to go out with Sha! So the day before yesterday i asked naomi to call me so that i can confirm with my pops if i can go out. So naomi called at 10am and my pops said YES! So i told naomi but she was blur as to what i was hinting to her. Silly girl! Haha:) So i got ready about 1pm after meeting my outside friends as you know we were dancing like idiots. So i called her and she was waiting at the bus-stop. So sweet. We were irratating each other in thew bus , espically me . DUH! Hey , a girl has to do that sometimes!!! So i wanted to eat ice cream but Sha wanted to eat a meal. So we went around looking and decided to go Downtown East , we decided KFC . We ate and kept on talking about our friends and how we felt the first day we met and talked to each other. After eating we went to Pasir Ris park. We walked for abot 1 hour to find the right place.Eventually we had to turn back. We sat on the benchand talked and then what happen next is a mistery . Haha! But yesterday made me realise that you are special in many ways. My favourite part is when we looked at the ocean at the beach and i realised all my mistakes. But you comfort me so much.And every word i told you was so real. In the bus when you held me tight and for the first time i did not want to leave at all. You even _ _ _ _ _ in front of me! That was so sweet. TO SEE YOU _ _ _ was so special. Thank you!I wanted to _ _ _ but i control it all in.When i am with you my world turns in to light. I do not want to hurt you at all!iI think you should know you are Hot , Sweet , Understanding and there is more than words can describe. Yesterday is the day i will never forget. I Love You!I never want to let you go! Ilu babe:)Wasted no pictures. But hey we do not pictures to remember this day. Oh i also got grounded but hey it is worth it. Sha you are the BEST.

PS:Your love makes me feel special.!1!

The Best day 10 October!

2008-10-11T04:59:00.000-07:00

Friday was the best day , it was the luckiest too. We are finally back at last. I miss you all alot!It was also Sha's Birthday! You are really the best , we celebrated at Kovan Mac . Yesterday i realised how specail you are to me . I felt we really connected alot . Thank you for the baby bottle with the stars. Yes you will light uo my life. As for my friends i will never forget you and Naomi thanks for the great suppot for the pass few years . You are the best. To all my cligue you all are great and i never want to lose you. Sha i have more things to tell you on Monday!ilu:)

The pics of love:
You all Rock!

10 October is the luckiest day ever!

2008-10-11T04:58:00.000-07:00

We had fun At Xin ying's House

2008-10-02T05:03:00.000-07:00

Yesterday we had so much fun at Xin Ying's House!! We laughed and we dared Kar Yun to dance to "When I grow Up" by the pussycat ".And Xin ying danced to "gimme more" by Britney Spears.Yeah we also ate a coffeshop, we also watched Step Up 2. Man it was so nice!

Here are some pics:

Naomi stop thinking of dares!Hahaha!

We look lky idiots

There is more , but you have to see it in Naomi's blog!

2008-09-29T05:17:00.000-07:00

Okay our friendships are broken with hurt. What happen to you? Do you care ! How can you gossip behind my friends and my back. We did not even tell anybody about this situation. You told nasty things abt me and you change the whole story. Is this the person i thought i tresure the friendship like this. I am not going to fight back at all. Soon people will know your darkset secrects and what you have said about them behimd their backs. Even about the things you said about the people you hang out with. They do not know yet but will soon. You think i do not know what you tell the n.a girls. Romours are spreading fast. If you can do this so can i. I will spread too , and it will be harsh cuz you did not care about my feelings and most important my friends. It is alright , what goes around comes around.As for the person who has been bestfriends with Xin ying you betray her alot. She treated you as a brother as someone who will always be there for you. Everytime you was in trouble she stood up for you and now you ignore her.What are you?

Ps:Turn back to yourself!

Backstabbers \ You are the best

2008-09-26T05:26:00.000-07:00

So today is very irratating cuz some ppl act damn big in class . Pls lah you are not big , you pretend you got no confidence but that is a lie. You think becoz you got gang you damn big you are so totally wrong. Pls stop being a backstabber cuz now you look so small and worthless to fight with. Get a life you BACKSTABBER!Yeah for you to reject your bestfriend for a guy totally sucks.How can you do this.? You really suck!

Let me change subject and say that "S" you are the best. Today is the day i will never forget what we shared together. Thanks for the great support!2 more weeks till it is official! Yes:)You even wanted more haha :) I too!

Bye!

Ps: You better stop your backstabbing ways!

Iratating People!

2008-09-14T04:48:00.000-07:00

You think i do not know that both of you did it on purpose! Stop it lah , it is over between us. Get a life! You juz can't see me happy right . You have to ruin everything. The teacher teach you also scold her . You think you damn big. Look in the mirror lah! Nothin big what. You know what you do not keep your promises , HOW TO TRUST YOU! both the same . As for the other juz becoz you join the group you act damn big but you always cry for no reasons. What is your problem. Face it , if you can scold the teracher you can also face your prblems right. Do not ever scold her again to the limit where you say things abt my God! Do not ever say bad things abt him or to the person who is preaching. All three of you really suck. You got problem come to my face lah! I am not scared at all. I found someone i like faced the fact lah! Stop thinking you can do your flirt stuff on ppl anymore... Get a life all three of you!

Ps : Do not mess with me!

You are the Best !

2008-09-08T05:03:00.000-07:00

Okay today is the best day ever . You are something special isn't it ! Is nice knowing that you totally enjoy yourself. And thanks for you know what? Like it alot :) Really totally enjoyed myself.
Can't wait to meet up again. I think you are the most sweetest person ever. Thanks for the great fun. Oh ! one last thing my clique solved all the problems at last . We are back again like before.
Warning!!!!!If anyone try to spoil our friendship , You die!!!! By me of course. I think you are my lucky charm. Haha! Funny rights. Gtg

Bye bloggers!!

The Best Damn Day!

2008-09-01T04:18:00.000-07:00

Okay today was fantastic . Cuz you see we went back to school to practise and we did . we practise until abt ........ . Maybe i cannot remember . Anyway she was the most sweeters person i met . I really enjoy my time with her , although i was extremely hungry. But we smiled the whole time. It really rocked. That's all i am going to say....

Bye

Ps: YOU REALLY ROCK!!

2008-08-29T05:54:00.000-07:00

Happy Teacher's Day!

Okay let me tell you that this person call me to meet me up ! Oh my goodness i am freaking happy. This person wants to meet on Monday. Yes! Today this person call and this person's voice so low but nice. I feel kinda sad for naomi as she still have not tell korean boy. This is an opportunity to leave my past behind. At the same time i am so scared to meet this person.
This few days look at each other. So scared ! Things are changing in class but i talked to carine and everything will be back to where it is suppose to be. Yes ! I love it:) We will have fun together again. Today was teachers Day celebrated in class , we did a presentation for her bought a book for her too and a cake. Delicious. Oh ! Mr Lim came back to our school:) He was so hot. I also went back to primary school and saw all my teachers , but only to see Mrs Fernando first !She rocks :L) So as you can see i really had a great day. Now i am so happy for Monday! I finally get to see this person . Today rocks :)

Bye!

2008-08-16T05:02:00.000-07:00

Let me tell you Singapore won for table-tennis. OMG! Feng Tianwei you made Singapore proud and me! You are the best :) Anyway it has been awhile since i wrote in my blog but all i can say is that many things happen.From friends , to outside friends , family , teachers and last of all fights. Okay let me just say that i am extremely angry with Rachel and if you do read this blog pls listen! Thank you. So let me tell y0u what happen during my rime of absence from blogging.Lets talk about friends , there was some difficulties recently but everything worked out and now my clique knows who to trust.And i am extremely glad that i got all of you guys back cuz i seriously miss all of you guys! As for my outside friends i happy that all of us are okay, no serious injuries.

To my family may we be united till lived to see another day together. Last of all to my form -teacher i am extremely sorry for being rude and hopefully you will forgive me. Oh now while writing this entry i would like to thank all of my bestfriends for their great support. but recently i have having great feelings over someone i think you may just be the one. I am sure if i should telll you yet. If it is you this will be our first time ,we willl be very happy. Anyway thanks to all my readers for reading my blog!One last thing thanks to the twins group too.

Bye and love you all!

Ps: I think i should tell you soonand i will!

2008-07-10T02:39:00.000-07:00

It is time you move on,
It is no more the same
and life has got to change.
I will treat you nothin but a stranger.
You do not deserve anything from me anymore.
You used me and plan everything to hurt me.
That is why bad karma always happens to you and your s------.
I will never help an ungrateful person like you.
Your words are full of lies.
No one can trust you anymore not even me.
I was blinded by your lies and now i am hurt.
How can you be so selfish? Could you answer this.
The laters you gave me are the nothin but unworthy words.
You are a user! and will forever be.
I will erase all memories of you and i should stay away from you.
Never say your sorry cuz it does not anything to me.
You are a flirt and will always be , leave me alone.
You only now how to skrew ppls life and you are nothin but hurt.
Till today there is a scare in my heart!

I will never see your face again with a hope of faith as it will break into piece like a fine glass.!

2008-06-20T04:47:00.000-07:00

Hello,
Okay i am pissed with some of my bestfriends at the moment right now. They say they would come and last minute they do not for no reason. Do you all think it is funny cuz i do not. YOU KNOW WHO ALL OF YOU ARE! If you think it is a great joke then you are actually wrong. I am not a toy you can play with when you want. Seriously , i did not do anything wrong to you all! What is all of your all FREAKING problem. Could you all at least understand my feelings. Everytime when you are down i am always at all of your sides. Could you a least be at mine? Why do all of you take advantage of me. I am human do you all not know that. Well i guess not! It suxed to be treated lky this. First is l--- now what? Friends who i thought was loyal you got to be kinding me. Now someone i know is leaving to other country and will be staying there till this person parents is happy! How hurt can i get?.It is depressing for me. How long do you think i can take all of this. When day comes it will be too late for anyone to say sorry. I had it with life! IT REALLY STINKS.......I am tired of being treated lky this. I AM DONE!!!!!oh , for the ppl who never fails to hurt me . Thanks
*PS :Time is Running!!!!
BYE

2008-06-16T06:18:00.000-07:00

This vidoe is funny.

2008-06-10T05:46:00.000-07:00

Hey,
I am so excited that my birthday is coming very soon. I am also very excited that i am going to celebrate with all my true friends. Cherly will be also celebrating her birthday with me. Haha! I am gald that will be celebrating my birthday with one of my bestfriend , who giggles like a laughing potianak.Haha kidding cherly.It is suppose to be joke. Sorry if i have not been blogging cuz do not have very much to say. Anyway i would like to say that i enjoy my day at East Coast with my bestfriends at the class outing but ti is a waste that my two bright teachers could not attend at the last minute. Anyway this is the last thing i would like to say i do miss my friends alot and school is going to start soon.
Bye sighning out know,
Bridget

2008-05-29T04:22:00.000-07:00

Hey ,

So far my holidays rocks alot cuz of some of my great friends i see mostly everyday. Thanks guys. HAHA ! Anyway you know what was funny one of my friends spilled hot coco on a woman who happen to pick her nose . It was so disgusting that my friend decied to spill just abit of hot coco on her. I scolded my friend because i was mean but then later laugh with my friend. My whole face turned red like a ballon. Yesterday i watched High school musical . Today i watched High School Musical 2.
Ryan was the bomb man he really rocked . Sharpy too! Ryan's voice really sounds like an angel much better than zac. I think everyone favours different characters from High School musical.Bye

2008-05-20T03:14:00.000-07:00

Hey guys ,
Iforgot it is nur's Birthday. Happy Birthday Nur. Love ya!. 15 going on to 51 haha.
Bye

2008-05-20T02:50:00.000-07:00

Hey Everyone ,
Todae loads of animals came to our school.There were animals like Horses , Dogs , Hamster and Rabbits . Izzit interesting to here this ? Not! Anyway today my music teacher came late so there was no lessons today at all. So we decided to make alot of videos . It is so funny that carine saved it into her thumbdrive . Carine is one of my great friends cuz she neva fails to make me laugh . Anyway , my P.E teacher is also very funny cuz he acts a little gay in such ways in a good way. When i say "gay" i mean happy. I was irratating him and naomi did the same too. Haha!Nur gave me some nice organic cookies. It is from Marks and Spencers. Today what irratated me the most is the Enrichment for CPA. I nearly died but thanks to vee i was able to do most of my work. Thanks vee. Cip also a little troblesome as to what to wear. Anyway that is abt all i have to say.
Bye,
Bridget

2008-05-18T02:54:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone ,
Yestrday we went to nur's birthday party, it was one of the best party i have been too. We all went to escape theme park , the rides were so scary especially the inverter. It was so scary as i felt lky i was going to fall off my seat , the inverter keeped on turning upside down. We went on that ride for about 5 times although i was exetremly scared lky a donkey.Pamela and xin ying made me even more scared by screaming very loudly. Then we went on the rainbow ride it was so cool but i was laughing , crying and screaming . Haha! Letita was a great help for many of the rides and so was jaspreet. But the worst thing that happen yesterday was the bumper ride. I felt embarrased as i banged or lets say crashed into the fence . The impact was so pain that i nearly fell out of my car . Now my back feel so pain. Jaspreet shouted at one of the instructor to help me immediately . The worst part of it was that they needed four people to get the car out of the fence , but that is not the worst thing yet i had to walk down the road and everybody stared at me as if i was an idiot . Later we went to Burger King to have a drink , Let me tell you the drinks there are not like any other drinks it taste so nice that you just have get another cup. Cool ritx .Later we went to the shipwreck ride it moved so high up that my face turned so pail that i looked lky i was going to vomit. Haha! Then we went to the hunted house , there was these three boys who were lky idiots they locked us in the hunted house. What the hell lah . So irratating ! Jaspreet and i was scolding them terriblely. Kar yun was a pain in the ass . Just kidding!Oh ,i forgot pamela and jaspreet lky one of the boy who was working over there but he is cute . After all we enjoyed. I would lky to say thank you to my bestfriend nur. Thanks! Also to naomi abt the tee.
Love your sweet blogger,
Bridget

2008-05-16T02:48:00.000-07:00

Hello Everyone,
Today something very saddening happen in sckool. I think it is a little funny because the other group was crying but at the same time it very terrible.I feel that being a monitrees has some of a disadvantage lky getting into fights with one of your bestfriend because you have to do your duty. I mean i am not the one feeling this way , my friend who is a monitrees feels that way too. I am just trying to please my classmates and yet some just do not apperciate it , what can i say to this? But as i say i have great bestfriends to support me.I think we should all treasure our friends friendship alot cuz they mean alot to our lives. As for the other group i am so sad for you and i feel the pain for you all. So good luck and that i will be there for you guys , i mean it alot. Anyway that is all i have to say. Bye
Love,
Bridget

2008-05-15T03:16:00.000-07:00

Hello!
I am back with new blog and a new me. Through this blog i am able to tell me fellow bloggers how i feel . So far i have gone through alot of problems! But thanks to my great friends who are around me all the time i feel great. TODAY IS ONE OF THE WORST DAYS OF MY LIFE!Today i had punishment lky all the other days and but it was a little funny as my bestfriends was punish with me too . Haha but my poor teacher was upset too. Sorry to my wonderful teacher.Anyway my results to when juz a bit , it is so sad for this to happen . Anyway have you ever ask yourself what it takes please ppl and yet they do not apperiate? What will it take for ppl to be abit apperciative , is it so hard after all we are human beings!Anyway today events is all abt appercating the friends you have!So let me tell all the bloggers out there to apprecaite your friends as they will be with you through thick and thin. Bye for now.
Love your dearest ,
Bridget

2008-05-12T21:17:00.000-07:00

hello bridget was here but blog is dead for awhile