Finally got in to my account after almost 2 years!

Big Bang rocks!

Thank you naomi for introducing this song. I am not sure how to spell my favourite person but he sing this most from all in this video!He is the very first person to sing!Hehe:)Enjoy
Today is my off day , yes!

Miss My Clique Alot!

It is really weird but secondary life is finally over!
I remembered stepping into PL with a heart filled with confusion as to weather i would make friends and most importantly if I would fit in.I first I thought that the uniform and people was not very well.....Urm great but i found out it was everything I dreamt of to be at a place with people that impacted my life. The friends or let us say my bestfriends I made changed my life and the way I saw things. I was reading a few of my clique blogs I saw they feel the same way I felt too. I t is not fun at all to be away from school , your clique , teachers and holidays too long in fact forever. I really miss all of you girls and feel that I have to apologize at my behaviour these past few years. Thank you to all of you for the great support and encouragement.!Set for dreams and I will see you again. Oh i was thinking maybe this week we can schedule a day for that!Just send me the days you are free on my msn.Thank you clique.

Message :
Jinn called cheryl to fing out her free days
Sophia called wai yee and pig to find out her free days too.

Okay it is time for me to give you all a personal message!Here it goes!

Naomi: My bestfriend for like ever. You have stick with me through the UPs and the DOWNs. Always putting me before yourself .Thank you to that. You are like own Flesh and blood , one that I can call a Sister. You are the most wonderful person that had ever entered into my life with biggest impact. Never will I forget nor forsake you. You always be in my prayers and you will Never be FORGOTTEN!thank you for being a great bestfriend.Be the greatest dancer , you can be !Never give up.

Kasturi:Thank you for being my bestfriend , you too have stick with me through the ups and the downs. Never will I forget you too. Pursue your dreams and be the same girl i know that is always bubbly and cheeky.hehe!

Jinn: You never fail to help when I am down with you I am able to talk with without worries.Thanks alot!With you I have a sense of maturity, someone that is on the same level. And also a fighter. You are also like my chatting buddy , someone i can share my secrets with and one that understands me. I love you jinn:)

Xin: My buddy in crime for life man:)
Miss you like crap , we are always getting ourselves t into trouble together. It was no mistake making friends with you. Thank you for everything , with you i can share my emotional being because you and me have something in common in this area.hehe! Miss your jokes ,laughter and i would like to see you in your skirt.Haha!The bestfriend anyone could ask for is you. Love you too:)

Kar yun:My going home buddy:)
I would really miss us going home and meeting in the night:)I would also miss your face reaction.You have got to thank your fringe to give that awesome retard and weird look.HEHE
Thank you too for the great support!I won't say I love because you would give "that look"!
haha:)

Sophia:Big Band Buddy:)
Wilol miss your fishmonger style.KIDDING!Thank you for your great support and understanding . I will miss you too. Pursue your dreams and do not give up.May you find happiness with Marcus.Hehe! Love you:)

Cherly:The one that laughs like a pontianak!haha:)
Thanks for the jeans, that I have to say before my message to you. Thanks for everything the support and understanding. WE would sometimes bully kar yun.Hehe. Thamks for teaing my hair. I will miss seating in front of you.I will miss you too:(

Waiyee:
Thanks or being my bestfriend too.Thanks for telling what is right and wrong. I appreciate.Thanks for also bringing my wallet home:)haha , will miss your favourite phases"Mother" and "Lame lah you"!thanks for your support too.

Pig. Thanks for concern and understanding and most of all your kindness. Will miss your laughter and messing around in class.love ya too

To all my clique members thanks for the great4 years. I have alot of things to tell you but then i think I need alot of post.Hehe .Love you all and I would never ask for any other bestfriends for all I have to appreciate is you girls.I will miss you all dearly.Until we meet again I love you girls.Take care and we see each other.See you all at prom too:)

So Many Things On My Mind.

This lately I have not told anyone about my situation home. It is totally getting worst every single day. I am on nobody side because is like out of the two people ,both of them , i kinda of disagree with what they are doing, so honestly I cannot do anything about it. Now I am trying my best to get them back to the way they were , but one of them is super sturbborn and the other kinda of give up long time ago. I am really stress with loads of things that is on my freaking mind. "N" levels has already started and there is like a big decision that I have to make up now with someone. What am I going to do now? Not sure.I am really super fed up with the situation at home!

On the other hand , I am not sure what you are to me anymore? I am at mist to that. Is not like before , actually it isn't already. You will be my bestfriend of course but nothin...
I am getting headache with this!OMG!

Shan , your story about "s" is like super funny . haha!

This will be the last post that i will be writing openly as i think people who I do not want to read my blog is like reading it. The next time in a weeks time i will be putting my blog as private.

Bye and peace out!

Hope you understand!

Sometimes I feel no matter how nice or how clear your intetions is , it is just not worth it.Some people thing that I do not care about how they feel.They just do not know that i want them to be successful , happy and enjoy their life to the fullest.All I want to say is I want to see you happy not at the end of the day sad because you did not have the right support or somebody to make you understand the importance of studying.Have you ever thought of how hard to make you understand or the promises you have made not only to me but the others? I have never stopped believing you , so have the others. Have you ever thought about the people around , their feelings towards this situation?They care so much for you! I too.I have never given up on you ,that is why I had to resort to the silent treatment. I am sorry, if this means you will do something about it then I am proud of you.Why must you give up on yourself easily?!Please stop and think. You are really smart.I can see it with my own two eyes. I hope you understand my decision. I am doing this for your own god cuz i care for you. I love you as a buddy in crime and as a bestfriend.I care so much even the clique.Let me down but not them and most importantly yourself.If you still do not want to talk to me , it is fine but i hope you understand. Well, you can hate me but can you imagine the positon I am in, to feel like I can do much more to help you but it is not enough.I understand , you do not want to talk . I am used to getting hurt but I am not used to know that my friend is not doing her best. Stay strong and strive for your goal.

Take care
Love ,
Bridget

Part of the list

This song is super nice!

Here are the lyrics:

Style of your hair
Shape of your eyes and your nose
The way you stare as if you see right through to my soul
To your left hip and the way that it's not quite as big as your right
The way you stand in the mirror before we go out at night
Not quiet type, your beautiful mind

They're all part of the list
things that I miss
things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile or the way we kiss
what I notice is this
I come up with
Something new every single time that I sit and reminisce

The way your sweet smell lingers when you leave the room
Stories you tell as we lay in bed all afternoon
I dream you now, every night, in my mind is where we meet
And when I'm awake staring at pictures of you asleep
Touching your face
Invading your space

They're part of the list
Things that I miss
things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile or the way we kiss
what I notice is this
I come up with
Something new every single time that I sit and reminisce
Ohh
Will you live in my memories forevermore I swear
and you live in my memories forevermore I swear

They are part of the list
Things that I miss
things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile or the way we kiss
what I notice is this
I come up with
Something new every single time that I sit and reminisce

Whoaaa said whoaaa I whoaaa whoaaaa whoaaaaa
Whoaaa said whoaaa I whoaaa whoaaaa whoaaaaa

This is it!

Okay!
I decided it has been awhile since i bloged but what i really want to say is that we should all apperciate life to the fullest. Secondly , we should also understand how the people around us feels when something is wrong. This lately i am really thinking that I have very little time to spend with my classmates. This my last years so are theirs. Time flys bye so fast. When I see Michael Jackson songs it just tells me that eventually you may not see the people again and that now that we have the oppurnutiy to spend with them , we should apperciate. We should also speak our minds before we regret not telling the person or people somrthing that has been on our mind for a very long time. Life is too short for regrets. I do know that my friends and I will be succcessful. I know i may sound thick skin but we have to believe in our dreams no matter what people think of us. I will like to pass this message to my clique" I am sorry if i have not been spending time with you guys or girls". I just have been silly to think i can get something back into my life. I wasted all my time and effort . So i would like to say this"I think I have fully given up on the thing i have been trying to save for a very long time and would like to treasure the moments we have together now and forever". To Naomi , thank you for everything , love you to the core my bestfriend for life!

It is over , I thought to give one more chance to be open but I cannot wait anymore!

bye~